Childhood

Funny, right now I was thinking that when I was younger I thought that, at this moment, my friends would look older, more conscious, I thought they would have grown up a little bit more. I was completely wrong and, honestly, I'm glad I was wrong. We're kids, idiotic, stupid and flawed young kids. Although I have my age I feel like a children, I've been through many things and those things should had made me an angry and bad person. For a long time I was like that, I was arrogant, I still am, I was angry, now I am just agressive, and I couldn't trust anyone, life made me like that, my childhood, my parents, made me like that. I'm trying to change now, I wasn't happy before and I'm realizing the beauty and joy in life, I'm esteeming more and more the friends I have, my family because I could have had no family and that was definitely worst, basically, everything I have been accomplishing all these years, everything I learnt, my knowledge, my welfare, my studies and my hability to do some stuff. I'm grateful to many people and I most sincerely hope those peolpe know how much they've done for me, how much they mean and how much I treasure them. I'm not the most "feeling expressive" person in the world, actually, I almost don't express my feelings and that causes me lots of doubts because I never know if the people I care about know that I really care for them and I would protect them with all my strenght and life just to make them feel safe.